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[01 Jan 2005|06:57pm]

Well, Jenn's party was very fun, as always.  Dodgeball and Garden State are pretty friggin amazing movies.  And despite myself, Feardotcom scared me yet again.  Such a horrible yet frightening movie.  Oh my.

My sister rented Napoleon Dynamite.  I'm trying to decide whether or not to actually watch it.  We'll see.  Half the people I know who've seen it say it was hilarious. The other half say it was pointless and stupid.  I don't know if I should waste my time on it.  Is it worth it?

I'm trying to decide whether or not to make a new lj.  This one is starting to get on my nerves.  I think a change for the new year may be a good idea.  I'll think about it.

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so bored.. [31 Dec 2004|01:49am]

stolen from JennCollapse )

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Hello, Love [28 Dec 2004|11:35pm]

Ee.  I'm sad.  Poor Betsy has to go get fixed.  So now she hurts a lot and we can't pick her up.  And she can't eat until tomorrow.  And Wagnall's now allowed in and he sits at the door and cries and he knows we know he's there so he's gonna be really mad at us.  I'm scared he's gonna run away or something.  My sister's being a big fat bitch and won't let us lock Betsy in the bathroom so Wagnall can come in.  It's alright, I'll do it while she's at work.

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[28 Dec 2004|02:51am]
Ugh. Eyes so tired. Crap.
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[25 Dec 2004|11:17pm]

So I finally have an Xbox.  Because I'm lame and didn't have one.  My mom bought me one, along with Halo, Halo 2, and Need for Speed Underground.  Maybe now I won't suck as much since I can practice...doubtful.  Anyways, we brought it over to my dad's since I'm spending the night here and so my brother, his girlfriend, and I are playing.  But we only have two controllers, so we're taking turns and I lost..so yeah.  Lame.

My Christmas was fantastic.  I did a lot of sleeping and a lot of eating.   And now I have money so I'm happy.  And my new shoes should arrive soon.  Eep.  Joy.

Merry Christmas.

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[24 Dec 2004|10:20pm]
I'm pretty sure my brother's giving my stepmom a vibrator for Christmas. I'm a little scared for her reaction.
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[24 Dec 2004|04:14am]


I can't sleep.


come over..

call me..



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I want to kiss a boy whose name I do not know [24 Dec 2004|03:15am]
[ mood | I want to kiss a boy ]

My sister found my book.  And I finished it.  And now I feel like I'm going to cry.  I think its become my second favorite book.  Utterly tragicly wondrous.  Though I hate books that don't end properly.

Anyways, Merry Christmas Eve to everyone.  Have a lovely day.  Tomorrow also.

love always,

                                [-I want utter meaninglessness, please-]

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[23 Dec 2004|03:21pm]


I'm so dumb!

I just realized tomorrow's Christmas Eve!!!!!  Oh dang.  I suppose I didn't realize it because we don't have a Christmas tree or anything.  This is crazy shit.

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[23 Dec 2004|01:51pm]

What Will killxthexnight Get ?
Xmas pressie predictor
Big wooly jumper knitted by you_stink09
Pair of Socks from sobelicious
Bottle of Whiskey from wasted_n_ready
Cd from xblamemygunx
Something Cuddly from x_trutles_x
Something Intoxicating from imlosttonight
Something Silly from fallatyourfeet
Something Funny from freakster86
Lump of coal from jadore_mka
Something Pretty from theultimateend
Something Shiny from thewaywegetdown
Something Naughty from xonemorebreathx
Something Smelly from ishot_thecop
Something Breakable from xxxsxexkidxxx
Something Useful from xbleachx
Something not useful from dancing_cracka
The Black and Decker Tool Kit from jaysondavid
Livejournal account from geheimnismann
The Make-up Bag from ladyofthepast
Stack of DVDs from magicalhobo
Something Geeky from illtwitch


Made by _imran_ and beyond_bananas.
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[23 Dec 2004|02:01am]
Happy birthday to my LJ.
Its been a good year.
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[22 Dec 2004|09:04pm]

Oh dang.

<3 The 10th Kingdom.

"Why if my doors weren't locked I'd be scared you'd come into my room at night and huff and puff and blow all my clothes off!"
"Where do you live, Sally?"

"Its no use.  This man's a complete idiot."
"I wish!  Now my dad, he was a complete idiot.  I'm still just a half-wit!"

Its so long, but so worth it.  I have yet to watch it all the way through, but I'm working on it tonight.  Just have to watch it in bits at a time.

Anyways, I've already lost my book.  I thought maybe I left it in my brother's car but he says its not there.  I hope I didn't leave it on the ferry.  I've searched my house and come up empty handed about 5 times now.

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I feel infinite [22 Dec 2004|12:45am]

We went to Seattle today.  We did a lot of walking.  A lot of eating.  A little shopping.  I got massive amounts of osenbei that'll last me a good day and a half maybe.  My nose stud thing fell out somewhere along the way.  I went and bought new ones at Claire's.  And then I went to the bathroom and tried to put them in.  Got some amazing looks from people as I'm standing there in the bathroom in front of the mirror trying to force this thing in.  There's blood everywhere.  Not pretty.  My eye's all bloodshot.  Couldn't have made a good impression.  Oh well.  Didn't help that I looked like a homeless person.  I had to repierce my nose when I got home.  And then my thing fell out again when I blew my nose.  No good.

I got a book at Elliot Bay Bookstore.  Amazing place really.  My favorite in all of seattle, minus Uwajimaya.  My mom made fun of me a lot because I wasn't hungry so I read while they ate, and a bit while I walked.  I <3 books.  There's this other book that I wanted to get, but it was really expensive, so we're gonna try and find it somewhere else for cheaper.  Its about Himmler.  It'll probably take me like a year to read, and 3 readings to understand, but it looked interesting.

Not that that's important.

Not that any of this is important.

I'm sleepy.  Its been a tiring day.  And I love public transportation and asian food.

love always,

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And I've yet to shed a tear for you [21 Dec 2004|01:05am]
[ mood | on the outside at least ]

So, my mom asked me if I was ovulating...Collapse )

I'm waiting for this feeling to go away.

I'm waiting for my life to become mundane.

I made cookies but I'm in no mood to eat them.

love always,


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[20 Dec 2004|08:26pm]
Eep! I'm so excited for Neza! YAYAYAYAY!!!!
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[20 Dec 2004|12:38am]
God I hate stupid bitches and they're stupid bitch drama. Ugh. Seriously, its most def time to slit some bitches. Azn mafia style.
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[19 Dec 2004|06:20pm]

The days are dwindling past.

And I knew you'd never follow through.

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[18 Dec 2004|04:53pm]

stolen from nezaCollapse )

So I've been avoiding my dad's calls because I'm scared he's gonna be like "I'm coming to get your car..you better get your shit out of it."  So I finally call him back today because he'll left 2 voicemails and called like 5 times.  And he's starting to sound annoyed.  So I call and he's like "Baba wants to take us to Hakata at like 6:30.  Do you want to go?"  And that was pretty much it.  No mention of my car.  There was mention of my brother picking up his car.  No mention of taking mine.  Eep.  I dunno what this means.

But I do know that I get hellz azn food!  Two days in a row!  I'm excited!

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collect calls to home [17 Dec 2004|04:16pm]
[ mood | tell em that i realize ]

I'm going to my grandma's tonight.  She's making me ohemeffgee azn tofu!  Eep.  I'm excited.  My brother comes home tonight.  My neighbor's going to pick him up from the bus station at 6 so he'll be home at like 7 ish.  He's not gonna stay here though.  He's staying at my dad's with my sister and so I'll never see him except for Christmas shit.  And I really don't want to go to my dad's for Christmas.  I don't want him to get me anything.  I know he doesn't want to get me anything.  I want my mom to let me not go.  I don't want to see my dad.  He called once yesterday and once today.  I'm supposed to call him today or tomorrow but I'm scared to because I know he's gonna be like "Bring the car over now"  I don't want my car taken away.  This is bullshit.  Ugh.  Bah.

I think I'll call my brother and see if he wants to go to my grandmother's with me.  I'm no good with small talk.  Dunno what to say to her.  Hate silence.  Eep.  I don't think he likes tofu though.  I can't imagine why.  Soooo goooood.

love always,

                                   [-time is running out-]

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I love cum on my face [15 Dec 2004|05:01pm]

Today's my dad's birthday.  I have to go over there in about an hour.  I don't have a present.  Oops.

I might get to go to DC this spring or summer.  My aunt lives really close and she's using her credit card a bunch to rack up her miles so me and my mom can visit her.  Yay.  I'm excited.

I almost killed Ivy today.  Damn Jesus-hating-Jew.  I'm not antisimetic (sp?), I just don't like Jesus-hating-Jews.  [ie Ivy]  That bitch killed Jesus.  And she's proud of it.

People keep bugging me about my bloodshot eyes.  I can't help it.  Maybe I do have allergies.  Either way, they're all red and itchy and I'm not on drugs.

I'm in the mood to take a nap.  Fucking birthdays.  Ugh.  Naptime.

love always,

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for someone who thrives on consistency [14 Dec 2004|04:47pm]
[ mood | i'm very inconsistent ]

Bah.  I have to go to my dad's.  My mom's mad because today's her only day off and I was apparently supposed to know this and do something about it?  And I totally offered to not go to my dad's.  I have no problem doing that.  But she's all "no..go to your dad's."  And then she pouts.  WTF!?  I hate going to my dad's.  The only reason I go is because she makes me.  What does she want me to do about it?  Ugh.

I got my PSAT scores back.  I didn't do that good, but I did better than last time.  59 Critical Reading, 54 Math, 62 Writing.  All of which are out of 80.  Supposedly you can add a 0 onto them and figure out your SAT score.  Doubtful.  Oh well.  I'm in like the 83rd percentile.  I suppose that'll do.  I'm taking the SAT next month.  I wanna take the old test while I still can, just to see how I'll do.

I know I have another year before I really need to worry about this, but I'm thinking I really want to go to this school in Southern Conneticut.  I'm not sure I'll be able to get in.  But I'm seeing about that.  Not the ideal setting, but from what I've seen it looks like a good school.  Whatev.  We'll see what happens.

Big fire drill thing during 3rd tomorrow.  Very annoying.  I loathe these things.


love always,

                                       [-and pictures of you-]

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[13 Dec 2004|09:45pm]
[ mood | . ]

So. You have until Monday, December 20, at about 8:30. Please use your time wisely. Please.

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[13 Dec 2004|05:12pm]
I'm so annoyed with you right now.  Ugh.  You have no idea.  Not that you even care.
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[12 Dec 2004|11:59pm]

Uhm.  So my mom's really mad at me.  She yelled at me a lot this afternoon.  And then she went shopping.  And since she's gotten back she's hardly talked to me and when she does she's really short with me.  I'm scared.  She told my sister to stay at my dad's while she's here.  She told me to move in with my dad.  My brother said she told him to stay at my dad's too.  She said there wasn't enough room for him. I don't know what's going on with her.  Its really flustering though.

Bah.  I don't know what her problem is.  She keeps being overly dramatic and has no sense of humor.  I joked around about something and that's why she's so mad at me.  Because she took me seriously and wouldn't listen to me when I tried to explain.  Eep.

Ugh.  I give up.  I'm going to bed.  Fuck this shit.

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[11 Dec 2004|09:18pm]

The second paper is finally done!  Eep.  That took friggin forever.  Oh dang.  But its done now.  So yay.

And I've got pictures of Australians.  Hellz yeah.

This boy brought his Xbox.  So I got to play Halo 2 for the very first time. I hate playing mulitplayer though.  Especially with people who are good.  We were playing something that I don't remember what it was called.  The one where you can go like 3 on 1 and the whatever its called is invisible and if you kill it then you become it or whatever.  Anyways.  This dumbass kid kept killing me for no reason.  Just because he felt like it.  He ended up with like negative amounts of points because he kept betraying me.  Harsh.  I suck.

Eep.  Sleepy.

love always,

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stupid bitch. don't fuck with azns [10 Dec 2004|09:09pm]
[ mood | azn mafia ]

So aside from the fact that I fucked up two copy machines and certain people were being flaming homosexuals, today was pretty friggin excellent.

I love cute shoe day.  Next week me and Angela are switching shoes.  That means I have to find an all black dress or skirt.  Or find something with pink.  Uh oh.  I've got a week to work it out.  Everything will be fine.

My mother appears to be missing.  I think maybe she's at work.  I'm bored.  And alone.  Very sad.  But I'm still happy.

I don't know why.  I think maybe something fucked up.  But we now have 4 movies.  We have that ultra cool blockbuster-copying-netflix thing.  And you're only supposed to get 3 movies at one now.  We have 4.  The old Stepford Wives, the old and new Dawn of the Dead, and Blow.  I'm very excited for cheesy horror movies and Johnny Depp.  Eep.

Final layout tomorrow.  And then we're done with paper #2.  I'm very excited.  I hope it doesn't take as long as I think it'll take.  Although it'll probably take longer.  Most everyone's gonna be there at like 9.  But I think I'm too lazy for that shit.

My stepmom got a new car.  Some kind of Chrysler apparently.  Ugly piece of shit probably.  Oh well.  I don't have to drive it.  The Probe hellz rulez all.  Ha. no.

love always,

                              [-I love the smell of you-]

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[09 Dec 2004|10:29pm]

Oh my gosh.  Australian boys.  Oh dang. eeeep.

stolen from jennCollapse )

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I need the smell of summer [08 Dec 2004|06:30pm]
[ mood | i need its noises in my ear ]

I didn't go to school today.  Didn't feel like getting out of bed.  It happens.  Seems I'm making a habit out of this.  Whatever.  I don't care.

I got my new phone all set up.  Its terribly exciting.  You can record ringtones.  I still have to figure out how to make it not retarded.  But whatever.  Its neat.  Even if it is gigantic and hideous.

love always,

                               [-then my profession would be staring-]

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you are my favorite word [07 Dec 2004|09:48pm]
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[07 Dec 2004|08:49pm]
I smell like cigarettes.  I'm in a positively horrid mood.  And all I want is a hug.
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